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  We All Fall Down

  ( Michael Kelly - 4 )

  Michael Harvey

  We All Fall Down

  Michael Harvey

  PROLOGUE

  Chicago’s Blue Line runs every seven to twelve minutes until 5:00 a.m. and then every three to seven minutes throughout the day. At least, that’s what they tell the commuters. The reality is before six, you might have a long, cold, and even dangerous wait before a train comes along. Wayne Ellison knew that better than anyone. He was a motorman on the Blue Line and, as usual, was running late. To make matters worse, it was his last run of the night, and Wayne wanted nothing more than to get out of the living tomb that was his workplace. His silver L train rolled smoothly down a stretch of subway track between LaSalle and Clinton. Ellison glanced at his speed. Ten percent over the limit. He goosed the throttle. Fifteen percent over the limit. Wayne could feel the grind of wheels on track as the train hit a long, sloping curve. He grabbed the sides of the control board and kept his speed pegged. Just when it seemed like he might have to back off, the train lurched, then straightened out of the bend. Wayne Ellison pulled into Clinton station right on schedule, one L stop closer to punching another day off the clock that was his life underground.

  A couple hundred yards down the tunnel, echoes from the train’s passage rattled the rails and traveled along an auxiliary spur. A homeless man in a Bulls jacket grumbled and rolled over in his cardboard bed. A second cursed at the choking layer of dust the train had kicked up. Nearby, a single lightbulb vibrated lightly in its socket, turning fractionally in the porcelain grooves. Ever so slowly the old socket released its grip. The bulb fell straight down onto the steel tracks and burst with a quiet pop. A puff of white powder blossomed, then drifted in a light current of air, floating down the tunnel before finding its way to the dark vents above.

  CHAPTER 1

  My eyes flicked open. The clock read 4:51 a.m., and I was wide awake. I’d been dreaming-rich colors, shapes, and places-but couldn’t remember all the details. It didn’t matter. I climbed out of bed and shuffled down the hallway. Rachel Swenson sat in an armchair by the front windows. The pup was asleep in her lap.

  “Hey,” I said.

  She turned, face paled in light from the street, eyes a glittering reflection of my grief and guilt. “Hey.”

  “That dog can sleep anywhere.” I pulled a chair close. Maggie slipped an eye open, yawned, stretched, and went back to sleep.

  “I should be staying at my place,” Rachel said.

  “I like you here.”

  She tickled two bandaged fingers across the top of the pup’s head and ran her eyes back toward the windows. Rachel was a sitting judge for the Northern District of Illinois. And one of the finest people I knew. She was also damaged. Because she was my girlfriend. Or, rather, had been.

  “I was going to make a cup of tea,” I said. “You want one?”

  She shook her head. I stayed where I was. And we sat together in the darkness.

  “You can’t sleep?” she said.

  “Dreams.”

  She nodded, and we sat some more.

  “What’s the knife for, Rach?”

  She looked down at the knife tucked into her left hand. “I got it from the kitchen.”

  “Why?”

  Her gaze drifted to a small table and the slab of cheese that sat on it. “You want a piece?”

  I shook my head. She held the blade up between us. “You thought I was going to hurt someone?”

  “Just wondering about the knife, Rach.”

  “I’m fine.” It had been almost a month since the attack. Most of the swelling in her face was gone-the bruises reduced to faint traces of yellow.

  “What did you dream about?” she said.

  “I usually don’t remember.”

  “Usually?”

  “Sometimes I get premonitions. Twice before. I wake up and feel certain things have happened.”

  “If they’ve already happened, they’re not premonitions.”

  “You’re right.”

  “Are you going to make your tea?”

  “In a minute.”

  “Tell me about them,” she said, cutting off a small slice of cheese and nibbling at a corner.

  “The dreams?”

  “The premonitions.”

  “I got the first one when my brother died.”

  “Philip?”

  “I was seventeen. Woke up in the middle of the night and walked out to our living room.”

  “And?”

  “I sat in front of the phone and stared at it for ten minutes until it rang. The warden told me he’d killed himself. Hung himself in a cell with his bedsheet. But it wasn’t anything I didn’t already know.”

  “I’m sorry.”

  “Second time was a couple years back-the night my father died.”

  I remembered my eyes opening, tasting the old man’s passing like dry dust at the back of my throat. I pulled out the whiskey that night and filled a glass. Then I sat by the phone again until it rang.

  “And now?” Rachel said.

  “That’s the thing. I’m not sure this time.”

  “But it’s something.”

  “I believe so, yes.”

  She got up from the chair and settled the pup on the couch. “I’ll make the tea.”

  I listened to her rattle the tap in the kitchen, then set the kettle. I got up and pulled a book off the shelf, Thucydides’s History of the Peloponnesian War. It took me a moment to find the passage. Book 2, chapter 7. The historian’s description of the Plague of Athens. All speculation as to its origin and its causes… I leave to other writers, whether lay or professional; for myself, I shall simply set down its nature, and explain the symptoms by which perhaps it may be recognized by the student, if it should ever break out again. This I can the better do, as I had the disease myself, and watched its operation in the case of others.

  I thought about Thucydides, surrounded by death, touched himself, scribbling down its essence for us to read twenty-four hundred years later. I’d lied to Rachel. I knew what I feared. Knew why I feared it. I closed my eyes and they were there-two lightbulbs hanging in the darkness of the Chicago subway. Inside their glass skin, a question mark. Something the old historian himself might struggle to decipher.

  The kettle began to whistle. On cue, the phone rang. Rachel watched from the doorway as I picked up. It wasn’t a voice I expected to hear. And that was exactly what I expected. I listened without saying more than a word or two. Finally, the voice stopped talking-waiting, apparently, for a reaction.

  “Where are you?” I said. The voice told me.

  “I’ll be there in an hour.” I hung up. Rachel looked like she might speak, then turned away. Maggie was awake now and staring at me from the couch.

  “You want breakfast?”

  The pup’s ears perked up at the last word. I walked toward the kitchen. She beat me there by the length of the living room.

  “Was it what you thought?” Rachel handed me a mug of tea.

  “I don’t know.”

  I fed the dog. We both listened to her crunch away and then lick the bowl clean.

  “I have to go out,” I said.

  “I can’t be here when you get back.”

  “Rach… ”

  “Stop.” She raised her arm and touched her hand to her face, as if I were about to hit her. Then she turned and left. The pup followed. I walked back into the bedroom and got dressed. When I returned to the living room, Rachel was curled up on the couch.

  “I’ll talk to you later,” I said. She didn’t respond. I was going to say more, but recalled the lessons of saying too much. So I left.

  It was still dark out as I tramped down Addis
on. The first streaks of morning stained the Chicago night-fresh paint on an old canvas. Underneath, a city slept. Everywhere, it seemed, except in my dreams. And the dreams of those I cared about.

  CHAPTER 2

  Donnie Quin’s dad had been a Chicago cop. His dad’s dad had been a Chicago cop. The family knew how the city worked, who to take care of, and how to get things done. Because that’s what it was all about in Chicago. Take care of the people who count and fill your pockets with whatever else you could grab every chance you got. Donnie ran his squad car down Halsted and took a left on Randolph. Twenty years ago, the five-block stretch had been full of fish factories and produce trucks. Then the restaurant developers came in-guys with juice downtown-and the lights all turned green. Code violations and licensing issues disappeared; zoning variances, rubber-stamped. Property that wasn’t for sale changed hands for a song. And the building began. Permits for whatever you might need flew through City Hall like the proverbial crap through a fat, greedy, happy goose. ’Cuz that’s what City Hall was: a fat, greedy, happy goose, taking in soft money at one end and cranking patronage deals out the other. Donnie smiled. Beautiful fucking thing.

  He rolled his car to a stop in front of the first restaurant, a sushi place that charged thirty dollars for a wooden plate with five chunks of fish on it. It was just past six in the morning and still dark. Donnie flashed his lights. Thirty seconds later, a small Hispanic man in a red valet coat bundled himself up and came out of the restaurant. Donnie cracked his window, and the valet shoved an envelope through.

  “For all six.” The valet gestured to the sushi place and five other joints strung down the block. “This weekend and next, too.”

  Donnie adjusted his belly over his belt and weighed the package in his hand.

  “Next week, too?”

  “ Si, next week, too.” The valet nodded.

  “How do you know how much you’re gonna do next week?”

  The valet stamped his feet. “We know.”

  “We’ll see.” Donnie rolled up his window and hit the gas. The valet jumped back into the street. In his rearview mirror, Donnie saw the little spic give him the finger and run for warmth. The cop loved it. Hatred, mistrust, and plain old fucking greed. Kept everyone on their toes.

  Donnie stuffed the envelope inside his jacket. The restaurants paid for the privilege of parking their customers’ cars illegally on the side streets around Randolph. If they didn’t pay, Donnie and his pals pulled out the ticket books. And made sure it hurt. The skim was done on the honor system. Well, sort of. The valet companies gave the cops a count of how many cars they moved each weekend. If the cops thought the count was short-or just felt like bumping up their take-out came the ticket books again. If that didn’t work, there were always traffic stops, not to mention a DUI, to top off a customer’s night on the town. Donnie felt again for the envelope’s bulk inside his jacket. He didn’t like the idea of payment in advance. Well, actually he did like that idea, but it complicated things. The cop shook his shoulders, craned his neck, and felt his heart oscillate in its layers of fat. Donnie coughed to get the thing back in rhythm and wondered, not for the first time, if Joe Six-Pack realized how stressful it was to be a cop on the beat.

  CHAPTER 3

  We met in a conference room on the third floor of the Epstein Science Center at the University of Chicago. I looked out a window as I waited and thought about another science lab. Another early morning. My best friend, Nicole Andrews, throat cut, eyes drowning in blood, my name on her lips as she died in my arms. That was four years ago. At the time, it felt like the end of days. Now I looked up at the man walking through the door and wondered if it might only have been a dress rehearsal.

  “Kelly, thanks for coming in.”

  Matthew Danielson sat down, parked his Homeland Security briefcase on the table, and snapped it open. I tried to hold my breath, but the stench of matters essential to national security crept up my nostrils and fuzzed my brain.

  “When was the last time we spoke?” Danielson said.

  “You know when we talked. It was a month ago, at my apartment.”

  “That’s right. Two days before Agent Lawson was found shot to death. You two were close, no?”

  Katherine Lawson had worked as an FBI agent. She’d also murdered a friend of mine. Lawson’s body was found in a tunnel on the Blue Line with three bullets in it.

  “If you’ve got a point,” I said, “why don’t we just get to it.”

  Danielson rolled his mouth in a painful attempt at a smile. Then he reached into his case, took out a pistol sealed in plastic, and slid it across the table.

  “It’s a twenty-two, unregistered. Been fired twice.”

  I looked at the gun and back up to Danielson.

  “So?”

  “It’s the gun that killed Lawson. Hasn’t been examined yet, but, take it from me, it has your prints on it.”

  “Are you saying I killed her?”

  Danielson took out a flat envelope and pushed it across the table. Again, I didn’t touch it.

  “Three photos, time-stamped from the morning Lawson was murdered. Two of them show you exiting and leaving the subway by a CTA access door, less than a mile from where Lawson was murdered. The third shows you getting into your car, parked three blocks away.”

  “So you killed her,” I said.

  “Not sure a jury would agree, but that’s an interesting take on the evidence.”

  “I met Lawson in the subway that morning, and I shot her. With a thirty-eight, in the leg. But you already know that. You have the gun that killed her. Which means you, or one of your flunkies, had to be the shooter.”

  “We’re going to be joined in a moment by a woman. She’s one of the foremost experts in the world on the genetic engineering of bioweapons, as well as bioforensics. She’s going to need some help this morning, and you’re going to give it to her. You’re going to do this to the best of your ability and without sharing this information with anyone outside of our working group. If you refuse, I’ll take you into custody and have you charged with the murder of a federal agent before noon.”

  “You told me on the phone there was a possible situation in the subway. It has to do with the lightbulbs, doesn’t it? They were loaded with anthrax, and they fell.”

  “You’ll get the details once we come to an understanding.”

  “Lawson knew about the bulbs. Is that why she was killed?”

  Danielson put the gun and envelope back in his briefcase. “Do I bring in the scientist, or do we pull out the bracelets and head downtown?”

  I floated a smile. “Bring her in.”

  If Danielson was surprised, he didn’t show it. Instead, he snapped his briefcase shut and left the room. For a moment, I was left alone with my decision, which hadn’t really been much of one at all.

  CHAPTER 4

  Donnie Quin swung off Randolph’s restaurant row, cruised east on Washington, then south on Clinton. He looped past the Blue Line stop, under the highway, and headed north again on Jefferson. Three blocks later, he pulled over. There was a homeless man draped over the curb, facedown, near an overpass. Usually Donnie would keep driving, but this guy was lying in the street. Less than a half mile from Old Saint Pat’s, no less. Donnie shoved the envelope he’d gotten from the valet into his glove box, grabbed his flashlight, and walked across the street. The wind was raw, its greedy fingers tearing at his jacket.

  “Hey.” Donnie nudged the bum with his nightstick. Nothing. Donnie ran his flashlight up and down the block. Not a soul in sight. He bent over the bum again.

  “Hey, asshole.” This time Donnie put his size eleven and a half boots to good use in the man’s ribs. Still, the bum didn’t move. Fuck. The last time Donnie actually squatted was seventy pounds ago, and the kick in the ribs already had him winded. So the cop took his time, finally managing to take a knee beside the bum and roll him over. His face was fish-belly white, a thin tracing of blue around the lips. Donnie took off a glove and fe
lt for a pulse. The bum was dead, which wasn’t the worst news in the world. Alive meant ambulances and follow-up interviews and all that bullshit. Dead meant a ride to the morgue, a couple of forms, and done. Where bums were concerned, dead was definitely better.

  Donnie tugged the body into the dark recesses of the underpass and took another look around with his flashlight, this time checking the upper windows of the nearest apartment buildings. Everyone and his brother had a camera shoved up their ass these days, and Donnie didn’t need any of that shit. Fuck it, he could always say he was just looking for an ID.

  Donnie checked the man’s hands and wrists first, then around his neck. People would be surprised at how many of these homeless fucks wear rings, watches, necklaces, every goddamn thing. This one, unfortunately, was clean. Donnie unzipped the red Bulls jacket the corpse was wearing. Donnie’s twelve-year-old loved the Bulls, but he wouldn’t love the smell of this coat. From inside the jacket, Donnie pulled out a couple of newspapers the departed had used for insulation against the cold. Then the cop found an inner pocket and a wad of cash, wrapped up in a piece of notebook paper and bound with a rubber band. Donnie gave the roll a quick count-all singles, maybe thirty dollars total. He slipped the money into a pocket and reached for his shoulder mike to call in the body. That was when he heard a noise.

  “Chicago police.”

  Donnie splashed light across some bushes at the far end of the underpass. He caught a glimpse of what looked like a green army jacket and a pair of red Converse sneakers. Someone was trying to stand and run. Donnie couldn’t have that. Not with all the cameras people had these days.

  “Hold it right there. Police.”

  Donnie got all two hundred eighty-four pounds moving as fast as he could in one direction, crashing across the street and belly flopping into the bushes. Whoever he was, the interloper’s face kissed Chicago cement. Donnie rode him into the gutter and gave him an asphalt face wash for good measure.