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  THIS IS A BORZOI BOOK PUBLISHED BY ALFRED A. KNOPF

  Copyright © 2011 by Michael Harvey

  All rights reserved. Published in the United States by Alfred A. Knopf, a division of Random House, Inc., New York, and in Canada by Random House of Canada Limited, Toronto.

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  Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data

  Harvey, Michael T.

  We all fall down / Michael Harvey.—1st ed.

  p. cm.

  ISBN 978-0-307-70043-8

  1. Bioterrorism—Fiction. 2. Terrorism—Prevention—Fiction.

  3. Chicago (Ill.)—Fiction. I. Title.

  ps3608.a78917w4 2011

  813'.6—dc22

  2011004681

  This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events, or locales is entirely coincidental.

  Cover image © Corbis / Photolibrary Cover design by Henry Steadman

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  Contents

  Cover

  Title Page

  Dedication

  Epigraph

  Canary in a Cage

  Prologue

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Black Biology

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Chapter 28

  Chapter 29

  Chapter 30

  Chapter 31

  Chapter 32

  Quarantine

  Chapter 33

  Chapter 34

  Chapter 35

  Chapter 36

  Chapter 37

  Chapter 38

  Chapter 39

  Chapter 40

  Chapter 41

  Chapter 42

  Camp Chicago

  Chapter 43

  Chapter 44

  Chapter 45

  Chapter 46

  Chapter 47

  Chapter 48

  Chapter 49

  Chapter 50

  Chapter 51

  Chapter 52

  Chapter 53

  Chapter 54

  Chapter 55

  Chapter 56

  Chapter 57

  Chapter 58

  Loose Ends

  Chapter 59

  Chapter 60

  Chapter 61

  Chapter 62

  Chapter 63

  Chapter 64

  Epilogue

  Author’s Note

  Acknowledgments

  A Note About the Author

  Copyright

  Other Books by This Author

  In memory of

  Daniel Mendez

  Ring around the rosy …

  A pocket full of posies …

  Ashes, ashes …

  We all fall down.

  A FOLK MEMORY OF THE BLACK DEATH,

  SUNG BY CHILDREN IN THE STREETS OF SEVENTEENTH-CENTURY LONDON

  CANARY IN A CAGE

  PROLOGUE

  Chicago’s Blue Line runs every seven to twelve minutes until 5:00 a.m. and then every three to seven minutes throughout the day. At least, that’s what they tell the commuters. The reality is before six, you might have a long, cold, and even dangerous wait before a train comes along. Wayne Ellison knew that better than anyone. He was a motorman on the Blue Line and, as usual, was running late. To make matters worse, it was his last run of the night, and Wayne wanted nothing more than to get out of the living tomb that was his workplace. His silver L train rolled smoothly down a stretch of subway track between LaSalle and Clinton. Ellison glanced at his speed. Ten percent over the limit. He goosed the throttle. Fifteen percent over the limit. Wayne could feel the grind of wheels on track as the train hit a long, sloping curve. He grabbed the sides of the control board and kept his speed pegged. Just when it seemed like he might have to back off, the train lurched, then straightened out of the bend. Wayne Ellison pulled into Clinton station right on schedule, one L stop closer to punching another day off the clock that was his life underground.

  A couple hundred yards down the tunnel, echoes from the train’s passage rattled the rails and traveled along an auxiliary spur. A homeless man in a Bulls jacket grumbled and rolled over in his cardboard bed. A second cursed at the choking layer of dust the train had kicked up. Nearby, a single lightbulb vibrated lightly in its socket, turning fractionally in the porcelain grooves. Ever so slowly the old socket released its grip. The bulb fell straight down onto the steel tracks and burst with a quiet pop. A puff of white powder blossomed, then drifted in a light current of air, floating down the tunnel before finding its way to the dark vents above.

  CHAPTER 1

  My eyes flicked open. The clock read 4:51 a.m., and I was wide awake. I’d been dreaming—rich colors, shapes, and places—but couldn’t remember all the details. It didn’t matter. I climbed out of bed and shuffled down the hallway. Rachel Swenson sat in an armchair by the front windows. The pup was asleep in her lap.

  “Hey,” I said.

  She turned, face paled in light from the street, eyes a glittering reflection of my grief and guilt. “Hey.”

  “That dog can sleep anywhere.” I pulled a chair close. Maggie slipped an eye open, yawned, stretched, and went back to sleep.

  “I should be staying at my place,” Rachel said.

  “I like you here.”

  She tickled two bandaged fingers across the top of the pup’s head and ran her eyes back toward the windows. Rachel was a sitting judge for the Northern District of Illinois. And one of the finest people I knew. She was also damaged. Because she was my girlfriend. Or, rather, had been.

  “I was going to make a cup of tea,” I said. “You want one?”

  She shook her head. I stayed where I was. And we sat together in the darkness.

  “You can’t sleep?” she said.

  “Dreams.”

  She nodded, and we sat some more.

  “What’s the knife for, Rach?”

  She looked down at the knife tucked into her left hand. “I got it from the kitchen.”

  “Why?”

  Her gaze drifted to a small table and the slab of cheese that sat on it. “You want a piece?”

  I shook my head. She held the blade up between us. “You thought I was going to hurt someone?”

  “Just wondering about the knife, Rach.”

  “I’m fine.” It had been almost a month since the attack. Most of the swelling in her face was gone—the bruises reduced to faint traces of yellow.

  “What did you dream about?” she said.

  “I usually don’t remember.”

  “Usually?”

  “Sometimes I get premonitions. Twice before. I wake up and feel certain things have happened.”

  “If they’ve already happened, they’re not premonitions.”

  “You’re right.”

  “Are you going to make your tea?”

  “In a minute.”

  “Tell me about them,” she said, cutting off a small slice of
cheese and nibbling at a corner.

  “The dreams?”

  “The premonitions.”

  “I got the first one when my brother died.”

  “Philip?”

  “I was seventeen. Woke up in the middle of the night and walked out to our living room.”

  “And?”

  “I sat in front of the phone and stared at it for ten minutes until it rang. The warden told me he’d killed himself. Hung himself in a cell with his bedsheet. But it wasn’t anything I didn’t already know.”

  “I’m sorry.”

  “Second time was a couple years back—the night my father died.”

  I remembered my eyes opening, tasting the old man’s passing like dry dust at the back of my throat. I pulled out the whiskey that night and filled a glass. Then I sat by the phone again until it rang.

  “And now?” Rachel said.

  “That’s the thing. I’m not sure this time.”

  “But it’s something.”

  “I believe so, yes.”

  She got up from the chair and settled the pup on the couch. “I’ll make the tea.”

  I listened to her rattle the tap in the kitchen, then set the kettle. I got up and pulled a book off the shelf, Thucydides’s History of the Peloponnesian War. It took me a moment to find the passage. Book 2, chapter 7. The historian’s description of the Plague of Athens.

  All speculation as to its origin and its causes … I leave to other writers, whether lay or professional; for myself, I shall simply set down its nature, and explain the symptoms by which perhaps it may be recognized by the student, if it should ever break out again. This I can the better do, as I had the disease myself, and watched its operation in the case of others.

  I thought about Thucydides, surrounded by death, touched himself, scribbling down its essence for us to read twenty-four hundred years later. I’d lied to Rachel. I knew what I feared. Knew why I feared it. I closed my eyes and they were there—two lightbulbs hanging in the darkness of the Chicago subway. Inside their glass skin, a question mark. Something the old historian himself might struggle to decipher.

  The kettle began to whistle. On cue, the phone rang. Rachel watched from the doorway as I picked up. It wasn’t a voice I expected to hear. And that was exactly what I expected. I listened without saying more than a word or two. Finally, the voice stopped talking—waiting, apparently, for a reaction.

  “Where are you?” I said. The voice told me.

  “I’ll be there in an hour.” I hung up. Rachel looked like she might speak, then turned away. Maggie was awake now and staring at me from the couch.

  “You want breakfast?”

  The pup’s ears perked up at the last word. I walked toward the kitchen. She beat me there by the length of the living room.

  “Was it what you thought?” Rachel handed me a mug of tea.

  “I don’t know.”

  I fed the dog. We both listened to her crunch away and then lick the bowl clean.

  “I have to go out,” I said.

  “I can’t be here when you get back.”

  “Rach … ”

  “Stop.” She raised her arm and touched her hand to her face, as if I were about to hit her. Then she turned and left. The pup followed. I walked back into the bedroom and got dressed. When I returned to the living room, Rachel was curled up on the couch.

  “I’ll talk to you later,” I said. She didn’t respond. I was going to say more, but recalled the lessons of saying too much. So I left.

  It was still dark out as I tramped down Addison. The first streaks of morning stained the Chicago night—fresh paint on an old canvas. Underneath, a city slept. Everywhere, it seemed, except in my dreams. And the dreams of those I cared about.

  CHAPTER 2

  Donnie Quin’s dad had been a Chicago cop. His dad’s dad had been a Chicago cop. The family knew how the city worked, who to take care of, and how to get things done. Because that’s what it was all about in Chicago. Take care of the people who count and fill your pockets with whatever else you could grab every chance you got. Donnie ran his squad car down Halsted and took a left on Randolph. Twenty years ago, the five-block stretch had been full of fish factories and produce trucks. Then the restaurant developers came in—guys with juice downtown—and the lights all turned green. Code violations and licensing issues disappeared; zoning variances, rubber-stamped. Property that wasn’t for sale changed hands for a song. And the building began. Permits for whatever you might need flew through City Hall like the proverbial crap through a fat, greedy, happy goose. ’Cuz that’s what City Hall was: a fat, greedy, happy goose, taking in soft money at one end and cranking patronage deals out the other. Donnie smiled. Beautiful fucking thing.

  He rolled his car to a stop in front of the first restaurant, a sushi place that charged thirty dollars for a wooden plate with five chunks of fish on it. It was just past six in the morning and still dark. Donnie flashed his lights. Thirty seconds later, a small Hispanic man in a red valet coat bundled himself up and came out of the restaurant. Donnie cracked his window, and the valet shoved an envelope through.

  “For all six.” The valet gestured to the sushi place and five other joints strung down the block. “This weekend and next, too.”

  Donnie adjusted his belly over his belt and weighed the package in his hand.

  “Next week, too?”

  “Si, next week, too.” The valet nodded.

  “How do you know how much you’re gonna do next week?”

  The valet stamped his feet. “We know.”

  “We’ll see.” Donnie rolled up his window and hit the gas. The valet jumped back into the street. In his rearview mirror, Donnie saw the little spic give him the finger and run for warmth. The cop loved it. Hatred, mistrust, and plain old fucking greed. Kept everyone on their toes.

  Donnie stuffed the envelope inside his jacket. The restaurants paid for the privilege of parking their customers’ cars illegally on the side streets around Randolph. If they didn’t pay, Donnie and his pals pulled out the ticket books. And made sure it hurt. The skim was done on the honor system. Well, sort of. The valet companies gave the cops a count of how many cars they moved each weekend. If the cops thought the count was short—or just felt like bumping up their take—out came the ticket books again. If that didn’t work, there were always traffic stops, not to mention a DUI, to top off a customer’s night on the town. Donnie felt again for the envelope’s bulk inside his jacket. He didn’t like the idea of payment in advance. Well, actually he did like that idea, but it complicated things. The cop shook his shoulders, craned his neck, and felt his heart oscillate in its layers of fat. Donnie coughed to get the thing back in rhythm and wondered, not for the first time, if Joe Six-Pack realized how stressful it was to be a cop on the beat.

  CHAPTER 3

  We met in a conference room on the third floor of the Epstein Science Center at the University of Chicago. I looked out a window as I waited and thought about another science lab. Another early morning. My best friend, Nicole Andrews, throat cut, eyes drowning in blood, my name on her lips as she died in my arms. That was four years ago. At the time, it felt like the end of days. Now I looked up at the man walking through the door and wondered if it might only have been a dress rehearsal.

  “Kelly, thanks for coming in.”

  Matthew Danielson sat down, parked his Homeland Security briefcase on the table, and snapped it open. I tried to hold my breath, but the stench of matters essential to national security crept up my nostrils and fuzzed my brain.

  “When was the last time we spoke?” Danielson said.

  “You know when we talked. It was a month ago, at my apartment.”

  “That’s right. Two days before Agent Lawson was found shot to death. You two were close, no?”

  Katherine Lawson had worked as an FBI agent. She’d also murdered a friend of mine. Lawson’s body was found in a tunnel on the Blue Line with three bullets in it.

  “If you’ve got a point,” I s
aid, “why don’t we just get to it.”

  Danielson rolled his mouth in a painful attempt at a smile. Then he reached into his case, took out a pistol sealed in plastic, and slid it across the table.